Tonight I’m feeling a little grumpy and a little jealous (which is a bit uncomfortable to admit). It’s actually been a good day, but a thing happened and I have a gross feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I thought I’d pull a card just to see what tarot might remind me or tell me.
Go figure, I’m too structured and get upset when things don’t go the way I planned them to. I am acutely aware of that. Since tarot stated the obvious, I pulled one more card to perhaps get some more insight.
While dissatisfaction might be the obvious message, I am really finding myself leaning toward the alternative interpretation of satisfaction with what one has each time I pull this card. This little crab might be saying, “Listen, life is good. You can’t get everything you want or make everything go the way you want. But take a step back. You have a pretty awesome life. And people love you and you’re only jealous of their time because you’re afraid. Take an honest look at what you have and see that it is more than okay and more than pretty good. It’s great.” Okay little crab, you were way more helpful than the ram tonight.
Oh, and it just occurred to me that they’re both fours. Structure, structure, structure. Yeah. Don’t be so rigid. I’m working on it.